I loathe being at the point of no return... I mean this about many things in my life right now. I've made mistakes in my life... even as recent as a couple days ago... that I can no longer take back. All I can do is try to be a good person, and a good lover. I've learned that I am both an extremely selfish and selfless person at the same time. Sometimes it's hard not to think about anyone else but yourself, but isn't that the only person you can count on anyway?